this obsession with alexandra is growing, so much so that when i was coming home from jurong library today, instead of taking the train to outram and changing, like any normal person would, i went to bukit batok to catch 61, which took an entire hour just to get me to harbourfront, but which passed by alexandra. yes, absurd! but here i am more and more intrigued and feeling like i did when i was a schoolgirl having crushes on some boy or other and contriving to walk past his neighbourhood. i know julian says he dislikes it, but if i were to be run down by a car tomorrow i would not object to being sent there.