i find bruises and cuts all over me and i don't even remember where i got them. i hit my head on the window frame while trying to look out to see if the food truck is still there. my gangly elbows get into things. and i am fairly certain that before the day is out i will have been run over by a parent. there are masses of them in gigantic suvs actually driving through the yard. i am an orphan. bear keeps falling off the bed and so does ponder. i'm pretending school isn't going to start any time soon. i don't even know what classes i want to take, for the reason i haven't studied the course catalogue yet. i am running out of cash and we haven't got stipends yet. and it may be that in a few months i will have the best looking derriere in singapore and jb from climbing all these stairs, but likelier is an asthma attack, and far more believeable.