had a ghastly headache and went to bed with a fever yesterday. slept in this morning but felt weak still. slept into the afternoon and woke up ravenous. wamted hot noodle soup - mee tai mak for preference - or teochew fishball noodles - but settled for cooking self some rice noodles. feel immensely stupid and sad all of a sudden and don't want to study at all. shall call home as soon as it is afternoon in singapore. for one thing i want to harangue my dad about paul temple.