i truly aten't dead. it's just i am so tired. and blogging has been very difficult lately due to the demise of my regular ftp program so i have to use this most unwieldy file manager to edit my blog. (i've tried the harvard secure fx program and smart ftp and ftp editor in the meantime but i don't like any of them. it's all them windows you see. i'm pea-brained and can't bear that clutter on the screen. i want something incredibly laupok and tiny and without frills. recommend me something.)

also since the explorer detail view stopped displaying images it takes me thrice as long to put a colour sequence together (and i don't start to write until i've done that. by the time i get that sorted out i am so fed up i decide to go to bed instead. if anyone can tell me how to get the folders to display web content i shall love you. because i promise that if i have to go on blogging like that i will give up the damn thing altogether.