i am chastened. cobblering, and sorry i was ever mean about anybody else's paper. come-uppance and all that. so this is what it's like to not be able to write easily. this week looks terribly bad. i wish something good would happen. all these exams wait and time is slipping by while i struggle with this paper prevented from anything else. i am so impatient with this paper that i can hardly put my mind to it. wish one of you were here can do with a hug.