today:

went and returned library books, checked more out, went to the post office at long last, and had an early lunch in the graduate dining hall without running into anyone, collected one of the library books i requested, then went to the mailroom and collected a package. then came home (it was just gone noon) and went all hot and woozy. lay down in bed because there were nearly two hours to class yet, and woke up at 3.30 class well night over. i'm in things deeper and deeper. forehead still hot, took a panadol and went back to sleep. and now it's 6 and have to decide what to do for dinner, although all i really want to do is to call someone and bawl. maybe i could make myself go to the dining hall. it will do me good to see people for a change.