hm. that was a lot of people cross with me for the blog being down all night. i'm sorry! i don't know what went wrong, but even after helpdesk fixed whatever it was, my index.html went blank and when i tried to upload a new one or edit it, it refused me permission. it did! the heartless brute! so then i tried to go to my own control panel to edit it from there, but it kept a) hanging or b) stubbornly refusing me permission. so i said curses and went to bed. it took endless wrangling this morning before i got it to be nice. but anyway, dear hearts, i am not gone, just exhausted. hold my hand and talk prettily to me please.