i am supposed to be at the ballet tomorrow night with yen and addy but i don't really want to go anymore. it's a shame because i bought tickets weeks ago, and i've really wanted to see this particular performance, more than any other sdt performance. but i haven't been to sleep before 3 for the past 5 days in a row, and tomorrow is another long day - taking my grandmother to the doctors - and there's a slowness in my limbs - i'd like to simply go to sleep warmly....