well yes, i can reconstruct a nearly accurate index by checking dates against my file creation dates and against my diary and against crossreferences with other people's blogs and against colour combinations. but. this is an espeically entry-filled month, and i'm not in the mood (nor have the leisure) to reconstruct it. so all i've done is to replaced the entries in approximate order (approximate, so if some of the colour sequences seem wrong it can't be helped) and without any dates. but that's okay because visited links are of a different colour for navigation's sake, and division into days mean very little my life is really in the continuity one blog after another. so. this is my very unhappy november.