oh drat. i forgot alderman library closes at 6 today. i am very disturbed by these reduced hours. it used to be that you can go off to the library till midnight! i would have gone and got some penelope fitzgeralds for the night because work is absolutely out of the question now and i need something easy to take my mind off everything else, but too late. everything is always too late when i think about it. my head hurts. i'm going to bed.