in all that scramble in and out of doctors' waiting rooms i never got around to putting together and sending in my SIM application and the deadline has passed. i realised this on friday though at that point naturally i wasn't about to rush off to clementi from mount e. naturally under the circumstances i don't bloody care if i take any SIM classes anymore anyway, and i still don't particularly mind now, just that missing an admissions deadline and the certainty that i won't be taking classes makes me feel a little, although only a little, sad.