i think, at this stage, my advisors will have given up on wanting a draft - it's going to be - disastrous - it will be, straight off my brain and onto paper and into their offices. with no revision or feedback - which is really not where i wanted to end up but short of - turning it in late - which might be worse - i don't know what else to hope for.

that i won't actually get something written? no. one week is enough to write 50 pages. definitely. but, i still haven't sorted myself out. i can't write because i can't - see the idea - and i'm afraid it would come too late for writing.