i have got my laptop back! goodbye to the dratted lab and its bloody irritating loud fan and the distractions of people and back to surroundings of books and food. i am writing madly against time the loss of two whole days is a huge blow but if they want a thesis by monday a thesis they shall have. bad or not i don't bloody care. drat the woman for making my life hell now.

i wonder if i can pay someone to write my bibliography. they'll just have to come here with a laptop and i'll tell them which books to use. it's too time consuming to do it myself while trying to write too, and i have a bad feeling that i'll be writing till sunday night and then trying to throw books around and rifing through the mla.

it's just past midnight. i'm dropping off. coffee supply depleted. i should go for a quick walk. and perhaps later i'll try a shower. and doing cartwheels or something.

after building shrine to bob reeder i'll probably need one to computer doctors.

the trouble with the 2 days is not just the loss of time but that i've had a chance to let some thoughts settle and now i've decided i absolutely must add a new chapter. i've just lost two days and now i'm adding a chapter. excellent. bob may need his spatula afterall.