random facts:

currently lying in bed periodically sticking out my coffee-scalded tongue and trying not to go to sleep

white tents magically erected all over central grounds dreading the swarming which will begin tomorrow which i sense as a hateful invasion and feeling as if this all has very little to do with me.

it's bound to rain tomorrow, so much for the english department reception i hope i'll get some good flowers tomorrow at the market

bought another $40 worth of books at heartwood don't know what possessed me already knee-deep in packing really don't need more things but i suppose it is one of my many well-ingrained vices.

there was also a bcbg max azria dress that i passed by on the way back from heartwood that i desired. i wonder how these small boutiques survive though, in a college town. today however people were looking for graduation dresses, i gathered.

big fuss over nothing

and i don't feel proud of myself at all.

i want time to spend with people i love not extravagant ceremonies which i've no intention of participating in and have made damn well sure i would not have to.

should go do laundry at some point. perhaps i can take a nap now, first.