random facts:currently lying in bed periodically sticking out my coffee-scalded tongue and trying not to go to sleep
white tents magically erected all over central grounds dreading the swarming which will begin tomorrow which i sense as a hateful invasion and feeling as if this all has very little to do with me.
it's bound to rain tomorrow, so much for the english department reception i hope i'll get some good flowers tomorrow at the market
bought another $40 worth of books at heartwood don't know what possessed me already knee-deep in packing really don't need more things but i suppose it is one of my many well-ingrained vices.
there was also a bcbg max azria dress that i passed by on the way back from heartwood that i desired. i wonder how these small boutiques survive though, in a college town. today however people were looking for graduation dresses, i gathered.big fuss over nothing
and i don't feel proud of myself at all.
i want time to spend with people i love not extravagant ceremonies which i've no intention of participating in and have made damn well sure i would not have to.
should go do laundry at some point. perhaps i can take a nap now, first.