argh. the server is still down after 10 hours. given that it's called zeus, i would like to think it's not so unreliable, although of course, greek gods are always horribly unreliable. in the meantime i'm looking for uva pictures on the net tt i can use for the presentation and telling vaughn what a mean person he has been to me all these years. mocking my bad english and laughing derisively at me when i do anything remotely well! refusing sympathy and manly shoulders when i'm depressed! instead snidely telling me i'm a wimp, that i bring all my troubles on myself, and sententiously insisting that that's true friendship! refusing to lift a finger to help when i need someone to beat up my ex-boyfriends and persecuting teachers! honestly that boy specialises in being mean to me he could practically get a phd for it twenty stampeding elephants couldn't trample on my feelings the way he does.