i know it will pass but i do feel unhappy and woozy and cold. and maybe quite aside from medication i am perhaps actually coming down with something. i wish i could get myself together and finish my translation but i am terribly terribly tired. and i still have to finish up the response paper on kant for scarry. and maybe write one on george eliot, if i can manage that. need to jot some notes down. am i supposed to be feeling lightheaded all the time? can't concentrate and keep forgetting things, even things i've just glanced at or thoughts i've just had half a moment ago and have to grasp around to find it again. this is bad.